Hey Skip Gates...

Now that charges have been dropped and you are planning on doing yet another PBS series on Race in America... as the WaPo is reporting today. I invite you to come to Detroit and mix it up a bit. I will even let you interview and use Adah... as an interesting contradiction to the mother as anthropologist and product of an interracial family kumbayah "only in America" story that people love to throw around so much these days. Sphere: Related Content

Priorities and Responses

Wonder if Angelina would be protected or harassed by the Detroit cops if she came to town with Zahara in tow?
Note: Question only posed for rhetorical effect. I can't stand Angelina, for the record.

The growing homicide rate -- already nearly 20 percent higher in 2009 than even revised totals from last year -- and the disturbing revelation that perhaps as many as 20 percent of violent crimes are not logged by the Detroit Police Department are his top priorities, said Evans, who took command two weeks ago.

"It's the Wild West out there," said Evans in an interview with The Detroit News about the city's violent crime problem.

Detroit Murders up, police chief says

If I really had been queen for a day yesterday on my birthday, I would have waved my magic wand and requested a meeting with Detroit's newest police chief. Warren C. Evans, appointed by the sports star cum new mayor just a few weeks ago, is allegedly one tough SOB when it comes to crime. I would have asked him yesterday, if he could explain why Detroit police officers stop my white husband and black child at least 2 times per year.

I mean, I know the reasons that they give. The reason why it is necessary to separate a young girl from her father and ask her who that man is over there. The reason to ask the man to explain his relationship to the little girl who is with him, holding his hand, out for an outing to a museum or to a cafe. I guess, I know the reason that could be conjured up for why following the lead of a "concerned citizen" that they pulled up to Avalon Bakery in midtown Detroit (a spot where the hip and funky go for baked goods and the Detroit "big city" feel), walked in and asked Steve and Adah to step out of the cafe and be subjected to questioning. I even know what the "officer in charge" said to Steve when he called to complain, after my badgering of him. "We won't change departmental policy."

But that was yesterday. In today's Detroit News, as you may recall... the more conservative paper for the suburban audience, Evans answers questions not about the constant stopping of a father and child combo , but about Detroit's skyrocketing murder rate this year.

As most people know, on top of all the other problems plaguing the city, a very poor lack of police response makes it a joke to think that the police will come anytime that you need them. Sad, but true. So you've got drive bys, murders of young children in their beds, carjackings, serial rapists... all manner of violent crimes to contend with and very few police to deal with this horrible reality of living in Detroit for so many people....It is also to be noted that the Detroit Police Department has also been under federal supervision for YEARS because of the horrible, horrible realities of policing in the city.

It isn't pretty. It is beyond sad.

I was hit by a drunk driver with the kids in the car. The police never came. I am pretty sure the driver was well over the legal limit. Oh, well. Didn't matter to the 911 folk. No police to send. Sorry. No this was not death and dying, but it illustrates the point when it was just blocks from the downtown stadiums (but not on a game night for either team). When it is game night it is just sickening seeing all the Detroit police downtown to make sure that the overwhelmingly white suburban fans stay "safe" on their 2 -3 block walks from where their cars are parked to the stadiums. Cops on top of cops. Just this past weekend, the Kid Rock 2-day "hometown" concert brought what seemed like every working class white person from the suburbs into the city. I lost count of how many cops I saw in about a 3 block radius.


And yet my husband and child are stopped constantly by the police after some citizen (or perhaps the police themselves) dials 911 to report "something not looking quite right."

The state of race in Detroit (and of gendered expectations--it may not be just the race thing, but also the fact that you rarely see men of any hue with children on the streets here--for whatever reasons) is so difficult to make sense of. And this is especially the case given what the police are expected (or desire) to do on this force. The police who have stopped Steve and Adah though, have always been black, except the one salt and pepper team. The white cop talked to Adah while the black cop pulled Adah off to the side to interrogate her. And I am not joking about the interrogation. Can you imagine what that must have been like for the precocious girl child of academics...at 4 years of age? And for the record, there is a good number of white Detroit police officers.

But even with my ability to look at things like a social scientist, as a black woman professional, as a mother, who chose to live in the city, in a neighborhood in which I wanted my children of relative privilege to feel, for good and for bad , the benefits of living in a black city like Detroit, I say this with all sincerity to the new chief:

"Get a fucking clue."

Which is also exactly what I am going to start telling 6 year old Adah to say back to the officers that are out just "doing their jobs," the next time the police "respond." Sphere: Related Content

Pick your poison/sin

By acknowledging the importance of personal accountability in our lifestyle choices, we can reduce the incidence and mortality of many chronic diseases currently impacting individuals and families in our state.

-Jenny Sanford, Faithful First Lady of SC

• Adulterous sex with a Jewish Woman on Easter
• Adulterous sex with Miss Argentina on Father's Day
• Connubial sex with your "faithful first lady" wife, born and raised in Suburban Chicago (evil tongue does her homework!)
• Actually ingesting more than a can of TAB and a half-bite from the "Buttermilk Fried Chicken, Shrimp and Grits, Fried Oysters, Sweet Potato Pone" Low Country Platter

Which would you chose?

In case anyone is wondering why I am being so hard on the aggrieved Mrs. Sanford.. take yourself to the Healthy South Carolina Challenge web page immediately (who was first interested in childhood obesity, btw? Jenny or Michelle?). It is here that the first lady offers up the following:

Swimsuit season is here and the pressure to go sleeveless is rising faster than record high temperatures. So what can the average American, who does not have a personal trainer on standby or daily healthy meals cooked by a professional chef, do to get toned arms and a tighter midriff section? The answer: Take it outdoors for some fun and free summer activities that will have you burning calories just in time for bikini season. Here are eight workout ideas to do on your own or with the entire family

Unfortunately, the list of South Carolina's Biggest Health Problems from more reputable sources does not include stress over bathing suits and jiggly upper arms(or that pesky cellulite that just doesn't want to go away) or making crucial choices between the services of a personal chef or just schlepping to Whole Foods and/or Kroger to get the stuff and make it yourself.

My curiosity with regards to First Lady Sanford led me to this conclusion:

Personal accountability = Pick your poison/sin.

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Slumming. 21st Century style. Still wrong after all these years.

Evil tongue speaks. CNN listens.



It isn't gentrification. It is revamped good old-fashioned slumming ratcheted up for the new millennium.

The quotes in "Got $100 dollars. Welcome to your new Detroit home" say it all.


Exhibit A:

"Those artists are doing a good thing; they are at least helping to stabilize neighborhoods that would be all but lost," said Mike Shedlock, an investment adviser who blogs frequently about Detroit's economy.

For less than a few thousand dollars, Cope and Reichert snapped up a dilapidated bungalow in a north Detroit neighborhood called "BanglaTown," for its unexpected mix of Bangladeshis, African-Americans, Polish and Ukrainians and the occasional shady character.

Scrappers had cleaned the house to the bone. The copper had been stolen; the electrical wiring was stripped.

But no matter. Here was a chance for Cope and Reichert, who run a popular Detroit art store, to rehabilitate the 1920s brick house into a bastion of energy savings, with solar panels, LED lights, recycled wood and high-end insulated windows.

They're installing a security system that exemplifies elegant efficiency with hurricane-proof windows and steel doors replacing burglar bars. They are also experimenting with running their air-conditioning on a car battery.

The project became known as the Power House. Cope and Reichert wanted to create a central place to power homes nearby and, in turn, revive a neighborhood's sense of community.

Exhibit B:

The trick was getting their friends not only to cheer the concept but invest in it by moving next door.

"It was much easier than we thought it might be," Cope said. "We told everyone that Detroit is an interesting city to work in as an artist, and the neighborhood is diverse. But, really, it came down to money."

Oh. This glorification of earnest white hipster saviors here in Detroit has got to stop.


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Back on the road

I just came across an article about Detroit's position as number 3 in road rage. I did so with more than some interest. Over the last 10 months or so, I had been coming to the conclusion that Detroit has some of the most disgruntled, meanest, nastiest folk of anyplace that I have ever lived. This feeling seems to have intensified even more so as the economy worsened... here at ground zero. All the NYTs articles in the world cannot underscore what it is like to live here in Detroit and drive about the Detroit metro area during this time. Even in my traitorous Nissan Murano, I had to fight back the tears as I drove by the Chrysler Assembly plant and saw the sea of unwanted/wasted energy Jeeps waiting to be shipped nowhere. The nastiness on the roads (of which I could tell many a story of both maneuvers and contorted faces full of hate and rage) seems to be a more concentrated version of the general mood here in "U.S. economy meltdown/American dream long gone/bailouts that will only grease the palms of the already well to do" Central.

See. Even the evil tongue is raging!

It isn't despair or anxiety that you see most blatantly here these days. It is a palpable level of rage. From city to suburbs. The students. The cashiers. The mail carriers. The drivers for sure. Young and old. You see it even more so after you come back from elsewhere in the country. Recession/Depression has hit there too, but here in the Detroit Metro area... Oh. It is hard to even describe it. You can see it in people's eyes. You can especially see it in the suburbs. In the eyes. In the foreclosures. In the boarded up storefronts. New construction in process gets more than a double take. It is both rare and seemingly stupid.

This is not a lament for the times when people were nicer to each other (when was that again?) or for when dinner was on the table waiting for you when you got home from your peaceful drive home (and when was THAT again? and who is the YOU in that bucolic scene from the American Dream)? Nor is this an ode to all of the happy young white artisans who have moved here --and not only from the suburbs like they used to. This is not a hopeful wish that their dreams (and heartfelt artistic projects--the 21st century version of slumming with the natives?) come to replace the "unhappiness and rage in the face of adversity" that is much more the standard m.o. in southeastern Michigan.

No. I make note of all of "this" because it has been bubbling here for a long time (where you decide to place the needle on the record/what track you decide to start with--this is for the kids who don't know the glory of vinyl and needles) in this so-called most segregated city in the country.

God, how I love the way that cities seem to almost be in competition for the title.

What seems so new and sadly amazing right now, at this particular moment in history, is this:

I firmly believe (conveniently the project that I am working on this summer) that Detroit is one of the capitals of the 21st century. The road rage "big 3" title is just one part of the complexity in which Detroit exists as both symbol and material reality of what very well lies ahead for much of the world. Anybody that knows anything about the evil tongue's multiple research projects knows that this is a continuation of a larger project that I started when I lived in Seattle.

Here in Detroit, the rage of the middle class (those who "lived" the American Dream in all of its variations) is everywhere. I do not think that we in academia, let alone those in government, have the tools to understand. It is not quite like the rage of those in Iran. How convenient. But part of what I will be working on this summer is to argue and make sense of the idea that this "anger" (or that of the Battle in Seattle/ WTO "riots" in 1999 ) is more than just "a sign of the times."

Not quite Marxist. Not quite Neo-liberal. Not quite the end times.

Very very much situated on that unknown route called the 21st Century. Sphere: Related Content

Sad day in dry gulch

On Friday our wonderful governor out here in Michigan territory "signed a slew of new laws."

One of these wonderful new laws is the "wine law." It basically is a way to "protect" Michigan's wine growers by basically prohibiting any kind of direct wine shipment to consumers. Dare I say that Michigan wine (the state is ranked number 9 in wine production in the country) is pretty much no good. I have yet to taste any Michigan wine that I would not classify as rotgut. Sweet fruity wines reminiscent of Ripple. No joke. Nothing that is even remotely "fine" on the palate. Sorry homefolk. Plus for some reason the wine selection that you can find in any "good" wine shop here is just kind of lame compared to everywhere else I have lived. Sorry homefolk again.

But this new law (which is basically a workaround for the Federal Court ruling that found that Michigan's previous "no shipment of wine from suppliers outside the state" was unconstitutional) brings a major major tear to my eye. Perhaps unknown to the folk that know the evil tongue.... I loves me some fine wine. This means no more shipments from my favorite Winery/Wine Club. Bye Bye Red Diamond Club. This also means no more lusting after the daily dirt cheap deals that I often cannot afford, but still salivate over when the alerts enter my inbox from Winestilsoldout.

Oh the shame. How will the UPS man be able to know my dirty little secret of wine consumption sent to me from sinful exotic places like Oregon and New Jersey?

Oh the joy I felt when I would see the tell tale boxes marked with the "must be delivered to someone 21 years of age" green stickers.

Oh the damage to my ritual of a bottle of "fine" luxurious wine per grading session (well maybe not quite a bottle... but a wee bit to make the grading go down a bit easier). Oh the damage to my sorta pride and joy wine collection.

Oh the damage to my idea that there is hope for the truly snooty pooty existence while living here in Detroit.

Oh the damage to my pocketbook since I never, ever bought wine that wasn't ever a serious bargain (which of course is always a relative term).

I bet Miss Kitty would not stand for this. And certainly not Festus. Not one bit at all. Sphere: Related Content

Postcard from Kingston

A test of river water near the spill showed elevated levels of lead and thallium, which can cause birth defects and nervous and reproductive system disorders, said John Moulton, a spokesman for the T.V.A., which owns the electrical generating plant, one of the authority’s largest.

Mr. Moulton said Friday that the levels exceeded safety limits for drinking water, but that both metals were filtered out by water treatment processes.

"Tennessee Ash Flood Larger than Initial Estimate." NYT , 12/26/08

My parents retired here to Kingston,TN for a whole host of reasons. Many of these reasons mirror those of the loads of other people like them, the last of the great pension holding retirees of the 20th Century, who have retired here from the Midwest. Low taxes, easy climate, low cost of living (this IS Appalachia after all), good health care (thanks to the U of TN in Knoxville and the legacy of "Oak Ridge"), friendly "southern" culture, and the beautiful TVA lake system.

As has been the case since my mother died 3 years ago, the girls and I have been coming down to spend time with my father at Christmas and for a longer stint during the summer vacation. We arrived on Christmas Eve, 3 days after the "largest environmental disaster of its kind in the United States" took place. 5.4 million cubic yards of toxic ash in the form of a nasty sludge has "escaped" its retaining pond and is now in the river/lake system that is at the heart of Kingston's Watts Bar Lake recreational area. (I am proud of that last bit...proof that I am on the ground... only the semi-native would know the importance of Watts Bar Lake...take that CNN and NYT). Lakefront McMansions as well as single-wide trailers were equally affected by the ash/sludge. All of those who depend on the Kingston water treatment plant and live elsewhere along the lake, including my father whose lakefront house is far away at least in mind's eye from the accident, are certainly at risk for some kind of exposure... even if as the TVA suggests is true... will only be minimal.

The first summer we spent here, when my mother was still alive undergoing radiation in the ironically excellent cancer center at the U of TN (a result of the region's dual claims to fame in tobacco consumption and proximity to nuclear testing/power production), I took my then 2 year old and 6 month old daughter to the beautiful wildlife areas that surrounded the TVA electrical plant. In the shadow of the huge stacks, and with the TVA's efforts to soften the blow of its intrusion into "real nature," the girls and I were befriended countless times by soft-spoken white Tennesseans who were always extremely friendly and curious about the "northern"spoken woman and her two beautiful "pretty girls." The bumper stickers on their cars and the tee-shirts they wore reinforced my decision to never ever mention politics, social issues, religion, or my increasing need for a "tonic" to calm my frazzled nerves during that horrible summer for me.

Every visit has made me think that this part of TN demands an intense ethnography. There are so many reasons why. The mixture of "northerners" with their American Dream retirement expectations, White East Tennesseans of both relative wealth and extreme poverty (again... this IS Appalachia), black East Tennesseans who are few in number and largely in poverty, the Asian (mainly from India) immigrants who come here to live out their versions of the American Dreams in the convenience stores and gas stations of the region.

So here we are in Kingston during one of its most horrible times. I will add that the last time that Kingston was in the national news was in August of 2005 when a modern day "Bonnie", a white prison nurse shot up the jail and killed a deputy in order to free her "Clyde," a black man standing trial for robbery at the Roane County Jail in downtown Kingston. The two were on the run for days. I remember joking with my father about going down the hill to the courthouse and waving to me via CNN.

The day after Christmas, the girls and I loaded up in the car to go to the Kroger grocery store for my Starbucks. The 2 -year-old Kroger is truly a testimony to the changing demographics of Roane County and Kingston in particular. Yuppscale food products and the Starbucks stand in the grocery store certainly must be looked upon as a slap in the face to the longtime residents who shop at the store. A stand alone Starbucks store just off I-40 and in the same plaza as the Kroger opened and closed (during the big retrenchment earlier this year) in less than a year. I never got to feed my yuppified addiction there sadly.

In order to get to the Kroger we had to drive down one of Kingston's two major roads. It is the road that passes by the courthouse, curves along the breathtakingly beautiful Watts Bar lake, continues past the funeral home where my mother's body was taken, goes on over the newly built bridge (contested because there was an eagle's nest that would have to be "removed" in order for the old one to be demolished and the new one built) over the river that stands as the "marker" between the sludge and the water treatment plant, past the brown "state" sign that directs you to the "TVA wildlife area" that the girls and I frequented, and continues on to the Kroger shopping plaza.

I had planned to slow down when we passed the entrance to the area anyway, but I didn't even have to on purpose. As we neared the entrance road, I saw a convoy of empty hauler trucks turning in front of me to go down the road to towards the area of the plant. I had to slow down. As I watched them turn in front of me, I saw that the drivers looked much like many of the men that I see here. Looking much like the Russian men that I saw when I took the Trans-Siberian from Khaborovsk to Moscow. Older than their years. Worn out by hard, hard lives. Poor, poor white people and MEN at that. Yes, here in Eastern TN those truck drivers helping to clean up a major environmental disaster (and probably getting paid not nearly enough to compensate for any risks they may be taking) had that look I have come to see all too often here. Something about their bodies and reflected in their eyes that easily (perhaps unfairly) allows me to imagine them as contemporary renditions of the men that Dorothy Lange photographed during the LAST depression. I wonder what stock images come to their minds as they look upon me and my children. I also must add that when I ran into the local Walgreens to buy some batteries (reminder to those shaking fists in condemnation of the ash/sludge debaucle... throwing away batteries of any type into your regular household waste is a MAJOR environmental problem that nobody really seems to want to adress or try to fix in this country...did somebody say unfettered leaking/burning/leaching of majorly bad chemicals?) earlier, there was a huge bin of "Obama, 44th president of the U.S" caps on clearance. Maybe people (including the truck drivers) around these parts couldn't afford them or more likely they were missing the big sale because they were too busy this Christmas season hooting and hollering at "Obama the Magical Negro" sent out by TN Republican National Chairman, Chip Saltsman.

I remembered all the talk I had just heard on CNN right before we left of the danger to the residents near the sludge and the risks posed to people LIKE US who were being exposed to the toxic chemicals in the air and in the water. Yet here were these men entering on the Kingston side of the plant to have the sludge scooped into their trucks and then driving them off on the other side of the plant on the "Harriman side" to take it off to who knows were. Their windows were down. The stereotypical lit cigarette that dangles out of the corner of the mouth of hardworking men in MY mind's eye was there in just about every instance.

Cancer stick minor in comparison to the sludge that these men are helping to clear away.

You’re not going to be endangered by touching the ash material,” said Barbara Martocci, a spokeswoman for the T.V.A. “You’d have to eat it. You have to get it in your body.”

Yeah, right.

My northern lefty suspicions were confirmed when I read the tiny Roane County newspaper yesterday. It was filled with multiple thinly-veiled references to the ability of anyone to trust anything said or done by the TVA.


I had also already decided that I was going to buy us some bottled water. My father had some bottles already that he just had around, but I was (and as I write this while still in Kingston still am) concerned about the water. The breathing in of the materials I knew I could not control, but I figured that I would sleep better knowing that we were drinking bottled water. I was prepared however to not find any at the yuppie Kroger. I was thinking that I would have to drive to Knoxville the next day to get some for us.

I ordered and got my soymilk latte, the girls' organic vanilla milk and blueberry muffins, and a cart for us to load up our water, if we were so lucky. We made our way to the bottled water aisle. I looked at the various carts of other shoppers and noted not one bottle of water. I knew it, I told myself. Futile! But I would check it out anyway...maybe there would be some ultra bourgie organic water that folk didn't want to pay for. My northern price mentalite might actually make the water seem a bargain, I told myself.

Much to my surprise it looked a regular day in the bottled water aisle. Plenty for anyone who wanted to buy it. I loaded up my cart, victim of the "hype" it would seem. My daughters laughing and begging me to let them put the demon plastic jugs of water (that would either be burned or buried to release THEIR toxins in due time) in the cart and asking me why we needed water anyway. I whispered to them that grandpa's water might be a little dirty and so we would get this so that we could have clean water.

...ashamed to say to them and think to myself that Kingston would certainly never be the same for them, me, my father, and anybody else around these parts ever again.

No matter their position "in the foodchain."

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On Spongebob and halitosis

It goes without saying that this has been one of the most charged presidential elections that I can remember. This is even more the case as I think about how Adah and Roxanne have absorbed much of what is in the air these days, and not just at home. The following are real life entries in my "kids say the darndest things about presidential candidates" diary from this past week:


1) I am upstairs sorting clean laundry. Girls are downstairs being entertained by Spongebob (yes... that is right Waldorfites and Mr. Obama... I let my young children veg to Spongebob while I do household chores. I will admit that I always laugh when they sing "aye, aye cap'n").

All of a sudden I hear cheers and clapping.

"Hooray. Hooray. Hooray. "

"Mommy, mommy! Obama is now president. Obama is now president. Yay. Obama is president."

I run downstairs and am just in time to see the end of a Obama/Biden ad. On Nickelodeon?

I remind the girls that it was "just a commercial" and that Obama had not been elected.

I must add here that I do believe that Spongebob has taught the girls many important life lessons. I'll never forget the day that 3 y.o. Roxanne asked me: "Why is it that some people, like Mr. Krabs, love money too much?"

Yet, I suppose Adah's response to my bursting of their pre-election confidence is just as telling a life lesson:

"You mean commericals lie to us about presidents too?"


2) Today the girls were looking at a handout that Adah brought home from school. It was in the form of a kid's newspaper and was structured to get kids to ask adults about the electoral process and the candidates that they preferred and why. Adah started reading the part which listed McCain and Obama as the presidential candidates. Roxanne screamed, " I want McCandy Cane." Adah screamed over her loudly (with a wee bit of a NYC accent... and classic Shaviroesque tone), "No way, Roxanne. McCain is an evil, bad man. He should never, ever become president." Roxanne, who I am not sure realized that she was making a joke out of John McCain's name when she did it, then shot back the following:

"Yeah, you know what, Mommy? John McCain has really stinky bad breath. It is the worst breath on the face of the earth." Sphere: Related Content

Quiet Acts/Emails of Desperation

Today alone, I have received 4 emails from various companies that I have ordered from during the drunken excess of the last 10 years, instructing me to "keep my chin up." The latest one tonight from King Arthur flour "takes the cake" as it were.

The fact that they all came today/tonight is interesting. It would seem that over the weekend all hell must have broken loose (for the billionth time) in the boardrooms of corporate America. No, it is not quite "THE DEPRESSION".... yet. But get those emails out there pronto. Tell them to not worry. We are on their side. Keep buying our stuff/using our services [We are on their side, right?]

But here is the troubling part of these corporate appeals to "our" strength during bad times. As only the latest example of this community service, King Arthur's homespun wisdom and ode to community (" we are all in this together") with no glitz (damn! the tongue loves herself some glitz) and so buy our flour, bake bread with your children (wholesome, wholesome, wholesome) and help to change the world is just plain creepy. It seems more than just opportunistic. It rubs me (others?) the wrong way. It is capitalism that isn't rooted in war bonds or victory gardens. It is like much of what is going on these days, not unexpected or shocking, but just plain impossible to really digest/make sense of.

The telling cherry on top of it all really is at the beginning of the message of hope and uplift—where we get a list of all those other crises in American history that King Arthur flour has helped to get us through. My personal favorite is "the countless financial downturns" bit.

If only. Sphere: Related Content

Big Daddy McKane/Bridget McCain/That one over there

What could bring the tongue out of beginning of the term hibernation? Not Palin (Plenty of folk asked me why I had not written anything... I felt like it all was being said. How could I add anything more?). Not the financial crisis (after living in Japan during the mid 1980s and Seattle during the mid 1990s... I can say that I know the meaning of "drunken spending." Living in Detroit in the late 2000s... I can say that I also know the meaning of "the beginning of the end").

It is the coded "that one" comment that just "slipped out" of McCain's mouth tonight.

This came from the man who is the father of a "very dark-skinned" (his words, not mine) adopted daughter. Not the little brown ones of the Bush, Sr. fame.

No... this is Bridget McCain, the daughter who found out about all of the racist stuff being said about her by Repubs (allegedly the Rovester himself during the last presidential election/primary) one day while googling herself. The official story is that she found out and came to her parents wanting to know why the President hated her... she/her phenotype became a crucial issue in the "Bangla Boating" of McCain in the South Carolina primary (she was identified as McCain's illegitimate black daughter). The story also goes that Cindy McCain admits that she was too high on the drugs that she was lifting/stealing/appropriating from her charity to step in to protect her young daughter.

I will never forget seeing Bridget during the final glorious family scene at the Republican National Convention last month, decked out in a garish green dress. I was reminded of a dress that Nella Larsen's main character in the classic Harlem Renaissance novel, Quicksand, is forced to wear. Helga Crane who has a black father and Danish mother is instructed to wear the dress at a party celebrating her "presentation" to Danish society. Her exoticness is ramped up by the earnest bad faith of the white people who love and fetishize her. They have no idea at all just how messed up they and their "love of her" really is. Pet negro? No. Something much sicker and emotionally toxic.

When I saw Bridget McCain (the picture I include here doesn't really show her... it is one of the few pics out there... how telling) standing there with her family last month, I felt nothing but pain for the young woman. There she stood in the garish green dress, full body straining against the fabric (you know that she was wearing a serious full body "shaper"... cutting off her circulation, pinching, and cutting, limiting her ability to breath--the glory of lyrca helping to hold it all in) next to her skinny blond mother and sisters. Pictures of her in any light, let alone flattering, are hard to come by. Just try to find some. I dare you. Her blond sister is everywhere online, labeled a hottie (lucky her). The painful smile Bridget, the adopted one, had on her face was one that I recognized--or at least could easily project my take on her with ease.

It was the smile that comes from being the obvious spot of color who stands out and knows it. Who knows how to behave in polite white society (in this case the ultimate version of polite white society), but knows that she will never ever be a part of it. Who knows that they may accept you, but you will never ever truly be like them, despite their claims to the contrary. The smile that comes from the ability to read and see the contexts around you, better than many white adults, even at your young age. The smile. A survival strategy of the highest order.

Bridget McCain already knows the drill/reality. I could see it. I know I could. I am not against transracial adoption/international adoption. But I think it was child abuse for that child to grow up in that home. And may I add, that Bridget McCain does not get as much of a share of her maternal grandfather's wealth as her siblings, including John McCain's children from his first marriage. When the executor of the will, Cindy McCain herself, has been asked about this, she states that "it will be worked out later."

There she stood off to the side. Literally and symbolically, cut off from the rest of the McCains.

That one over there.

So it really should come as no surprise that tonight McCain let out the "that one" over there comment. I asked Shaviro if he thought it would have been racist if I had not screamed out instantly, "That was f-in racist!" He said, "Condescending yes. Racist. Not so sure, I would have called it that without you saying it."

But take it from me, the evil tongue. Such a comment was code that was unmistakably about race for at least two groups of people. Black folks in America of all ages.

And the white folks of a certain generation and social location (many, but not all of whom were probably the ones who ate up the idea of McCain's dirty little miscegenated offspring).

It is a comment that was a wink, wink to white voters who will not ever vote for a darkie. It confirmed what they knew. Smart Ass Nigger. It was not a slip, I don't think. I think it was scripted. Planned. A risk by a "maverick" who didn't really care that he would blatantly offend black folk (and their non-black loved ones who had to be schooled about just how offensive such a comment was).

I just pray to all that is unholy that tomorrow the McCain camp does not issue a statement that claims that people are just being too sensitive about McCain's comment.

"How could he be racist? How could that comment be racist. Why, John and Cindy McCain adopted 'that one' from Bangladesh all those years ago. And just look at her today." Sphere: Related Content